Lyrics

There's a countdown in my head
As I drag myself out of bed
To face yet another day - all alone

I cannot put a foot outside my door
For fear of something I must hide not sure
I'm paralysed by the fear - fear of the unknown

Your photo that I see
Is but a distant memory
That's all but faded into dust

I've had about as much as I can take
I'm at a point where I'm about to break
Must get rid of this fear that I've had - for so long now

Is there anyone who can help me
I'm fighting something I can't really see
I've lost count of the days and I am so - afraid to be

I need to remind myself to breathe
Ignore the negativity around me
Feel like I'm drowning in - a sea of greed

I can't even hold you close to me
Can only see you on a little screen
How did our lives become so crazy - feels like a dream

I'm know I'm going to make it through this time
Slowly make it to the other side
I can no longer sit around and wait - for better days

The time is right the time is now
No more waiting or wondering how
Step by step I will walk straight - towards the light

I've had about as much as I can take
I'm at a point where I'm about to break
Must get rid of this fear that I've had - for so long now

Is there anyone who can help me
I'm fighting something I can't really see
I've lost count of the days and I am so - afraid to be